Days 165 - 167

My sleep pattern is really suffering at the moment, it had become a little irregular a few days ago but now it's blossomed into full-on insomnia. I've had a grand total of about 7 hours sleep over the last 3 nights and still managed to get to work for the last 2 days. I'm pleased and perplexed in equal measures over how I managed to do it but right now, I'm so tired I could cry and it's still only 8pm. Fortunately I have no work lined up for tomorrow so I will spend some time resting and having a tinker with one of my ongoing creative projects and just hope it'll be enough to distract me from food for the day until my CDC meeting in the evening. Although the diet has been going well for the last few days in some respects, I've been so disinterested in eating and so busy and distracted, I've had my small meal during the day but all my CD sachets and bars in the evening in a few hours. It's a terrible habit but I have enough time tomorrow to space them out properly so it shouldn't happen again.

I'm feeling quite nervous about my CDC meeting and weigh-in tomorrow. Last time I weighed myself, a few days ago, I'd actually gained a tiny amount of weight since my last official weigh-in and I've been too afraid to step on my scales since then. I knew the results wouldn't be great due to some cheating and horrible menstrual bloating, but I wasn't expecting an actual weight-gain, just a poor loss. I might weigh myself tomorrow morning just to get a rough idea of what to expect in the evening, but even if I haven't lost anything this week, I know my lovely CDC will find some way to put a positive spin on it. He's great like that!

I'm off to bed now to read my highway code......