Days 105 + 106

For the last 2 days, I've still been struggling to get back to the plan and failing miserably. I'm not sure why I'm finding it so difficult but maybe I'm subconsciously dreading the carb withdrawal stage. I nearly lost my mind the last time I had to go through that, I'm really no good at hunger and that's one of the reasons I ended up so overweight in the first place.

Although I have eaten more that I should have for a good CD day today, it has all been protein and vegetables so hopefully, cutting down the quantities tomorrow won't feel so difficult. Maybe I'll even be back in ketosis again soon, that would be a real relief! Tomorrow, I plan to go out for as much of the day as possible, hopefully that'll distract me from food long enough to get a grip at last.

Regular readers of my blog will know I have real trouble getting shoes that fit me and I've needed some smartish/neutral footwear for work for a while now. I bought some very cute red boots yesterday in the sale but however much I try to tell myself they will stretch a bit, I don't think I have a chance of breaking hem in without crippling myself and ruining the boots. They actually make my toes go numb after 5 minutes of wear, that'll teach me for thinking a D width could ever fit me. I'm going to spend tomorrow wondering around every shoeshop I can find in the hope that one of them caters for wide footed lasses like me.

Oh I hate shopping!