Days 114 - 116

I spent the whole weekend feeling really run-down and miserable. I spent many hours sleeping and I ate lots of things I shouldn't have too, things I don't even particularly like. I'm not too sure what came over me, maybe the hard week I'd had just all caught up with me at once or something like that. I spent a lot of last week looking for a job and feeling really stressed out. Things have been really slow on the work front for a couple of months now but they always get even slower just after Xmas so I've been hunting for a boring job like cleaning, just to keep things ticking over. The problem is, because I've been self-employed for a while I don't have any recent employer references and a lot of employers don't accept references from clients for some annoying reason. I'm just going to try and hunt down a temp agency that isn't too fussy about these things, there's bound to be one, and get some boring manual work for a while otherwise the CD is going to become an unaffordable luxury for me.

I was expecting to have a heck of a job getting my diet back on track after my weekend of frivolity but today I've been feeling quite normal and I've hardly been hungry at all! I've had an almost perfect SS+ day, just a sausage over the top. I've got some work lined up for the next few days so that should help keep me too busy to eat hopefully and I am going to see a brand new client on Wednesday so I'm going to give my hair a fresh coat of green tomorrow, that never fails to perk me up.