Days 124 +125 - Meeting with CDC

Tuesday was another struggle to stay in control of my hunger. I'd been awake since 10pm the previous evening and by time it got light, I was feeling pre-menstrual, starving and exhausted already. I had arranged to go and visit my sister on Tuesday evening so I ate some beef and salad at lunchtime then around 3 that afternoon I decided to have a couple of hour's nap to see me through the day but it went a bit wrong and I managed to sleep for 10 hours solid. I finally woke at almost midnight to find I'd managed to disable my alarm clock in my sleep.

Today has been a little easier. Even though my day started at midnight I somehow managed to stay up until my CDC meeting at 6pm. Here are my new stats:

• Weight: 15st 1lb
• BMI: 33.5

I don't feel great about the result. It's a pretty poor loss and a disappointment as I had weighed under 15st when I first woke up. My CDC refused to let me feel bad about it though and pointed out that I was around my halfway mark now which is definitely something to feel happy about but I'm not feeling it right now. Maybe after a proper night's sleep I'll feel more like celebrating.