Day 19

Last night was very much like the one before. I was fast asleep by 10 but I woke up again at 3am and completely failed to get back to sleep. I woke up feeling alert and full of energy which is really abnormal for me, so I went downstairs to do morning things only to find that boyfriend hadn't gone to work. He was feeling a bit off colour but not ill enough to stop him from making me coffee. I tried to avoid breakfast for as long as possible knowing that I had a long day ahead of me and finally had a soup sachet around 5am and a bowl of porridge about 8am after a failed nap attempt.

By late morning I was feeling so incredibly hungry that I couldn't wait until lunchtime so I had another soup sachet and managed to put off eating proper food until about 1pm. I spent the afternoon feeling exhausted, ravenous and miserable and by time I thought it was an appropriate time for dinner, I was actually feeling quite unwell. Dinner hardly took the edge off my hunger though and lots of water didn't help either. This is the worst I've felt since I started this diet and I wish I was already on Sole Source, at least after a few days feeling horrible I'd be heading for ketosis. If I feel like this all day tomorrow too, I'm going to call up my CDC and ask him if I can go straight onto SS. It would be a relief!